In the Dust of This Planet

The silence on the other side of the line
     Expressing
A rejection of something is
An acceptance of another
     Nothing
The loudest mic drop

You Forgot It in People

I'm tired of cute pet videos on the internet.  There.  I said it.

Tiffin

And then he wanted to sit on the same side of the booth...

The Dark Side of Love

The two men that have had the greatest impact on me have both put P.J. Harvey on mixes for me.  I'm sure there is something to be gleaned from that fact, but who's to say what that is.

I've Always Struggled with Beginnings

I feel I am on the precipice of ... something.  Every beginning signals an end to something else.  I think that's why I often fight so hard against change, not because I want to maintain the status quo necessarily, but because I am stubborn to let other things go.  Letting go is scary, but I know it's important.  

Listing the Ways

It was his toast, it was her weather.
- The Body Artist, Don Delillo 

Hungarian Rhapsody #2 in c sharp minor

I saw myself sitting alone on the cold basement floor as a young girl, still unaware of the concept of loss.

"I Hate Sleeping Alone -oh - oh -oooone"

Today I realized in one way or another, all of my favorite books and stories are about how sad and fantastical love is.

"I was much younger, much hungrier, much more alone.  But I was myself, pared down to the essentials."
- Hajime, South of the Border, West of the Sun, Haruki Murakami  

Daze Off

Hanging out with myself, making foods, dranking fancy coffee, listening to sort of sad music, uber bike maintenance, couldn't be more content.  Finally alone but not lonely. 

Let the Right One In

I cannot commit to ANYTHING.  This is a problem that must be addressed with loving kindness.